February 23, 2016

 

 

 

                          

                          his glorious pin me up bright blue days
                          were also my out of his sight blue days





 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

February 23, 2016

 






                                         you admonish me to
                          do better than the
          glorious pin me up

 

 

 

February 15, 2016

 

 

 

February 15, 2016

 

 

 

 

 

 

                                    be a dreamer
                                    in wholesale 
                                    be alone and
                                    she is still
                                    there you go
                                    at it all on 
                                    your own win
                                    i still grin
                                    nudge gently
                                    you are mean
                                    sometimes so
                                    let me be if
                                    sometimes we
                                    grow best in
                                    spite of our
                                    egos bruised




February 8, 2016

         




         despite this hard phase
         hope we find our way to
         the trees you planted i
         still see you beside me




February 8, 2016

February 1, 2016

 

The advice is to write every day, whatever comes to me, for at least an hour to start.
I have this nagging feeling that, if I do not do something about it soon, I will amount to little more than a predictable obsession with individual freedom.
I miss the "spoon-fed lies," and I admit I have placed on a pedestal the dormitory dream of our white-fenced-off freedom.
The substitutes have proved cheap fuel, and have come at a high cost to my self-worth.
However, I am too convinced I do not deserve you in my current state, since you deserve the absolute best.
You make homo sapiens sapiens worth rooting for, despite your general disdain for the home team.
Thank you for exposing me to the possibilities.

Source: Feminist Friendship #2 – A Message From Me to You